Some Days I Remember the Would-Have-Been's

Some days the miscarriages seems like a bad dream.  Some days it seems they were so far away.  And some days I remember the Would-Have-Been's.

Today...
I would have had a 1 and a half year old.

Or

I would have had a 1 year old

Or

I would have had a 6 month old

Instead

I am 25 weeks pregnant

It doesn't make me any less happy that this pregnancy is going well.  It doesn't make me any less sad for the babies we lost.  It's just weird to think that I wouldn't be here in this spot if it weren't for past losses.